It was like being thrown out of a tornado. I had to come to the realization that after all of this time, he was a narcissist and I had unknowingly suffered from mental abuse from him for years and always thought that I was crazy. The gaslighting, the love bombing, the flying monkeys, the lies, the deceit. I truly had to educate myself on the type of monster he was. But he has all of the traits. It was too much to take in. You truly feel as though you’ve been mentally raped. I tried so hard to rationalize the situation, but that’s hard to do when you’re reading the truth right there in front of your face in black and white. I am the mother to his child so I never in a million years figured that nobody in their right mind would want to cause harm, grief, or turmoil to the only other parent capable of tending to our daughter because he’s disabled. He’s devious, the devil incarnate. I’m still recovering while raising our child. He had a family member come to get him when he knew the heat was on him.
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